{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Monday, 30-Jul-12 09:18:06 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1757261","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/12086\" class=\"url\" title=\"Tara Starr St John\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">tara<\/span><\/a><\/span> thank you. I have me a great listener at the moment though. I appreciate your concern very so much. Most of all, I hope your mother gets better very soon. I too am a great listener when someone needs something. Or, i try to be. I don't like giving advice incase it backfires though. I've made an attempt at suicide by overdosing, which failed. I've had many other times when I was about to kill myself, but that was the only time I actually went through with it, so that's all I count as valid. Last two days I've been sitting on the fence of suicide, even filled a bottle with antifreeze and put it under my bed. But now I have some hope, so I'm glad for that."}