{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Monday, 30-Jul-12 09:30:50 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1757278","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/9434\" class=\"url\" title=\"Jim Kuback\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">abigpony<\/span><\/a><\/span> the OCD, yes. Anxiety, well, if I can't eat spaghetti, or drink a lot of water without freaking out, I'd say that's anxiety. I've been like that since I was little. And to answer that last bit,y brain hates me, and I'm afraid that I will hurt someone badly, so I would rather die than hurt them"}