{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Saturday, 01-Sep-12 05:27:49 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/1874068","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/17934\" class=\"url\" title=\"Nicholas Alexander Tessier\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">nixter<\/span><\/a><\/span> The thing with me is that currently there is nothing I actually enjoy doing. So the motivation to actually do anything isn't there which is pretty awful. Almost no point in living but, at the same time, I can have fun sometimes so I don't want to be dead. I'm just neutral towards everything, I suppose."}