{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Saturday, 03-Nov-12 18:22:54 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2052992","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/14159\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">qonies<\/span><\/a><\/span> I already spend about a year with one once. The medication I got only made me more suicidal and worsened my panic attacks, and no mental improvement could be seen (if anything, I'm probably more unstable nowadays). I don't want to, but he's probably kinda right that I will end up killing myself one day if I don't get help dealing with my mental issues x.x"}