{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Sunday, 04-Nov-12 21:43:35 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2057073","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1948\" class=\"url\" title=\"Cerulean Spark\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">ceruleanspark<\/span><\/a><\/span> <b>hugs you closely<\/b> I'm sorry for acting like this again... I know I should seek help but I'm too afraid of seeking help so I keep myself under the stupid impression I can deal with my mental issues myself but it never works and I always just end up messed-up like this... I hate myself..."}