{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Omni (omni)'s status on Wednesday, 07-Nov-12 17:51:50 UTC","author_name":"Omni (omni)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/omni","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2066117","html":"I guess a relationship is nothing for me. For whatever reason, I always annoy my partner by not always liking the kind of things she likes (especially the darker humour) and then everything I say is wrong again and she only gets more annoyed and then just leaves me be... Every day I feel more and more like I should just break the promise I made her and kill myself or so. Why am I even living this life for someone who only seems to really care about me when I'm in a good mood and can do things with her or very slightly when I'm about to break my promise with her? She ignores almost every "I love you" I say and rather spends time on her stupid games than on me, even though I never even start any games so I can answer her quickly because otherwise she gets annoyed or sad... I'm more and more starting to believe I've made a terrible mistake with this relationship, but I don't want to leave her alone (because, apparently, she cares enough about me to get sad when I talk about it) but grr..."}