{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Cloud (cloudchaser)'s status on Friday, 07-Dec-12 02:24:33 UTC","author_name":"Cloud (cloudchaser)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/cloudchaser","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2154284","html":"because im in a sad mode here is a sad song. Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? \nCan I still get into heaven if I kill myself? \nCan I ever be forgiven cuz I killed that kid? \nIt was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him! \nAnd if I turn it on me, if I even it out, can I still get in or will they \nSend me to hell? \nCan I still get into heaven if I kill myself?" \nI left the hotel behind, don't want to know how it ends."}