{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Saturday, 08-Dec-12 08:49:01 UTC","author_name":"That wierd guy next door (maverick)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/maverick","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2157559","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/12231\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">darkw00d<\/span><\/a><\/span> well, I tell myself that I'm worthless, that I won't achieve anything if I don't do this\/that. If i get cold, I tell myself to man up and quit complaining. I'm really harsh on myself again. I like it. Sometimes the inside of me cries when I am too hard, but then I get myself to quit and continue"}