{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"delete_ (remove)'s status on Saturday, 02-Jul-11 19:16:04 UTC","author_name":"delete_ (remove)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/remove","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/239703","html":"Waking up. Aching. The dream was exciting, but the thing I normally check first for a little bit of joy is leaving me a tad bitter, and I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm just getting irritated at my own weakness. My tendency to eroticize the innocent whole-heartedly and bask in it, enjoying it, getting by by playing it like a joke. I'd be irritated if I met someone in person who was basically like I THINK BIG BREASTS ARE THE BEST THING EVER THAT'S ALL I'M GOING TO TALK ABOUT NOW EVERY DAY EVER and they stuck to it. But if that were just a quirk of someone who I otherwise thought was friendly and great to be around, would I deal with it? I don't want to lose friends over that. Is that what I'm doing? Ghhh. WTF WHY IS IT 3PM I JUST FREAKING WOKE UP"}