{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Flare Dancer (Jenna) (flaredancer)'s status on Monday, 01-Apr-13 10:01:55 UTC","author_name":"Flare Dancer (Jenna) (flaredancer)","author_url":"http:\/\/www.rainbowdash.net\/flaredancer","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2481732","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/9751\" class=\"url\" title=\"Samuel\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">tenebarius<\/span><\/a><\/span> I think my view is possibly colored by the fact that I was suicidal at a very young age, and for quite a long time. I don't really feel that there's anything to fear in dying, and I believe in a cyclical time structure, with rests inbetween lives, so I don't fear losing people either. I'll see them again, they just need to rest now."}