{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Matt (zeldatra)'s status on Monday, 15-Apr-13 03:31:11 UTC","author_name":"Matt (zeldatra)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/zeldatra","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2526309","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">cabal<\/span><\/a><\/span> Yeah, I am by no means giving up entirely. I actually am very happy, most of the time. But I get angry really easily, and that's a flaw I constantly try to fix, to no avail. Depression usually sinks in after I realize how stupid I am and it is painful as all hell. Thanks, though."}