{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"The Decapolar RPer (thedecapolarrper)'s status on Tuesday, 12-Jul-11 13:48:34 UTC","author_name":"The Decapolar RPer (thedecapolarrper)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/thedecapolarrper","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/273766","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/787\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">chaosmagic<\/span><\/a><\/span> Yeah, I saw it. It's better than I can ever draw. And the reason that it is difficult is because I am becoming more honest with myself and others. You see, I have chronic depression, for a variety of reasons, but I am also a pathological liar, both to myself and others, this gave me the appearance of being happy or excited because I just lied to myself that I was. I am not explaining it very well, but I can't really do much better, sorry."}