{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Femboy sam sulek (fiberone)'s status on Monday, 29-Jul-13 04:05:31 UTC","author_name":"Femboy sam sulek (fiberone)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/fiberone","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/2864295","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/28430\" class=\"url\" title=\"Ty\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">northernnarwhal<\/span><\/a><\/span> i could go off med but, i would always have the risk of killing someone or myself e.e wich luckily were only thoughts but not wants, although any further down the path i was on and they would havee been wants, im thinking about going on this med until i feel alright and have recovered and then go off and try to manage with the knoledge i learned, because i was not expecting all of it before"}