{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Saturday, 26-Oct-13 06:35:24 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3078662","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/29830\" class=\"url\" title=\"Awl Derpy\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">awlderpy<\/span><\/a><\/span> I wish I knew. I try my best to be a good friend. I've gotten an entire group of people together to keep a friend from committing suicide. I've sat by the computer all night in case a friend had a nightmare and needed someone to talk to. I've sang a friend to sleep when he was feeling sad. But as soon as I'm sad and my irrational behaviour starts showing, I don't get the same respect back. I'm being rude. I'm an ass. People just forget the good as soon as the bad comes along. And, quite honestly, I'm sick of it. I know I'm a good person. And, even if that doesn't show all the time, I'd like people to realize that. I just... I dunno. I wish I could be the person I know I am inside."}