{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Lee (beatstrings)'s status on Sunday, 27-Oct-13 21:41:26 UTC","author_name":"Lee (beatstrings)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/beatstrings","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3082344","html":"Fade until no one recognized, made me feel disorganized. I feel demented, like implementing my mind in third world war! My house; a wreck and I'm alone, can't someone just throw a bone and- "NO you don't talk at all, just fade until everything is black. NO! You won't know at all, when everyone will take a day and stab your back". So breathe slowly, give yourself pat to the back, you'll need it; just leave and slowly, realize you're happiness is just an artifact."}