{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Matt (zeldatra)'s status on Monday, 25-Nov-13 02:57:15 UTC","author_name":"Matt (zeldatra)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/zeldatra","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3142074","html":"@clayinthecarpet<\/span><\/a><\/span> I won't get mad at you because you honestly don't know. A few months back, I was an absolute wreck. I was constantly getting ticked at people here for the stupidest reasons and was constantly getting in trouble for absurdly offensive jokes. I had been banned twice and the only reason I'm still here is because Cerulean pardoned me as soon as he came into power. One day, I made a joke that appeared to me to be a simple wisecrack. It ended up offending someone way more than I intended, and when I was told to knock it off, I ragedquitted and went into this dramatic phase where I assumed everyone hated me. Since then I have hated myself. So, so much. I've been trying to improve. I really have. Is it working? Probably not. I pretend like it is because that helps me feel better. But I'm getting into trouble less often. My point is that RDN has changed my personality somewhat, and I was not in any way making fun of Scoot."}