{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Colby (dropsterdash)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-13 12:09:49 UTC","author_name":"Colby (dropsterdash)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/dropsterdash","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3157650","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/6761\" class=\"url\" title=\"Pony\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">pony<\/span><\/a><\/span> I would absolutely love to do that kind of thing... but I have issues with feeling <i>anything<\/i> happy, peaceful, calm, or good, just in general. Something about the darker emotions being stronger, or me being emotionally scarred by my father's death. Anyways, when it comes to offensive jokes. I usually have to either just give them a gentle chastise, or a full-on rebuke and\/or hateful rant about how insensitive they're being. It's like I have a dam of dark emotions inside me, and I either have to emote just a tiny bit of it, or completely break the dam and suffer the consequences. Anyways, I realize it's a problem that <i>I<\/i> have, not that is caused by the offensive joker. And as such, I do my best to never break the dam... but some people make it <i>really<\/i> hard not to."}