{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Thursday, 05-Dec-13 07:39:38 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3160940","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/6761\" class=\"url\" title=\"Pony\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">pony<\/span><\/a><\/span> Because if I'm not venting, I'm sad, and, as it turns out, when I'm not self-deprecating I'm just boring instead of just terrible. And I know it's harmful to others but I can't help it. I can't just hold it in. It hurts to do that. The anger builds up and I end up hurting myself both mentally and physically. I'm weak essentially."}