{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Thursday, 05-Dec-13 08:02:02 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3160947","html":"@pony<\/span><\/a><\/span> I can't exactly just say I'm sad because I'll just be shunned with the "oh, it's that loser again he's just complaining for attention he's not actually sad" attitude people have around here. And people will not talk to me if I'm boring. And I can't whine because people will chastise me for it. I can't talk about my hobbies because I'm the most boring person in the world and I don't have any hobbies other than complaining on the Internet for hours on end. Finally, nothing I say will do anything because people will choose not to respond to anything I say for the sole reason that I'm me. And they hate me. Basically the best thing I can do is just shut up forever and I can't even do that because the anger and sadness will just boil up inside me until I finally can't take it and I finally put the half-finished bottle of Crown Royal and container of Ritalin I have in my room to use. And I would prefer not to do that."}