{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Eris (neuraria)'s status on Sunday, 08-Dec-13 08:16:26 UTC","author_name":"Eris (neuraria)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/neuraria","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3167650","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4320\" class=\"url\" title=\"RDN's Lucifer\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">nerthos<\/span><\/a><\/span> I really hope they don't think that I hate them. I know that they are very busy. But if someone tells me &quot;Hey do you want to do this at this time&quot; then I actually do put that on my calendar for the day. Hell, I love my Mum, I provide my emotional support to her where I can - but after my interactions with them today, they probably think I hate how this family works (I do, a little, but not completely). I'm a little worried, considering the &quot;big talks&quot; usually have to do with drastically restricting things I can do. Not even my sister gets them very often. You know, the violent one. Gets in arguments every few days. I'm worried because I fear they think I'm worse than her"}