{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Michael D Garrett (cloudflare)'s status on Monday, 28-Apr-14 00:11:42 UTC","author_name":"Michael D Garrett (cloudflare)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/cloudflare","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3400230","html":"@cloudflare<\/span><\/a><\/span> hey everyone, Im having some life struggles and i just need to get some things of my chest and receive some helpful advice, I am 19 years of age and I just recently got discharged from the united states army for severe depression and suicidal tenancies. I'm now back home in Fargo North Dakota I have a well paying job as a welder making roughly 2400 a month. Now here is my problem I am still living at home my family wants me to stay and live in the basement ( classic cliche ). Two of my four siblings live here in town and just to put it simply I find my family and my life currently bringing me down into a dark place again. I dont feel self sufficient or in anyway independent Im still on my families auto insurance and cell plan for celestias sake! I find to joy in life, at times i feel my only purpose is to wake up every morning and work 10 hour days. Should i move out? or is this obvious depressive state proof that I shouldn't strike out on my own?"}