{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Cerulean Spark (ceruleanspark)'s status on Friday, 13-Jun-14 15:42:38 UTC","author_name":"Cerulean Spark (ceruleanspark)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/ceruleanspark","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3462879","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2706\" class=\"url\" title=\"a boring guy\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">mushi<\/span><\/a><\/span> Nothing really happened. I just feel emotionally dead, and as though everything is a huge effort which is ultimately futile. I don't feel or enjoy anything anymore. Very minor slights balloon in my mind into a big deal and I become convinced all my friends more or less (depending on the person) secretly hate me. They're right to do so, of course, as even I hate me, but I honestly can't work up any feelings about that one way or another. I just don't care about anything anymore."}