{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)'s status on Tuesday, 08-Jul-14 04:39:46 UTC","author_name":"Solidus Sans (liquidusmira)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/liquidusmira","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3513126","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/8281\" class=\"url\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">loveydoe<\/span><\/a><\/span> I'm not really putting hard work into it as much as I'm trying to put hard work into it. Like, I want to. But I won't cooperate. I can't work up any motivation to draw anything. I'm psyching myself out because I feel I should have started learning something, anything, when I was a child or a teenager, not when I'm almost 22."}