{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Matt (zeldatra)'s status on Friday, 05-Sep-14 01:54:18 UTC","author_name":"Matt (zeldatra)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/zeldatra","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3624044","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/32751\" class=\"url\" title=\"MetalTao\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">metaltao<\/span><\/a><\/span> Well, since I was a kid I didn't really make friends well. That all changed in the last couple of years but I'm afraid the damage is done and I'm still socially awkward as all hell. I like can't censor what I say ever so I end up offending or creeping out everyone. Potential romantic partners think I'm super gross looking and also creepy (I'm seventeen and have never kissed a person). Even on the Internet people tend to get a weird vibe when I talk to them. I dunno, maybe that's a part of God's plan, I guess that's just my role in society. Anyway, if I went to a doctor or a therapist and he gave me a bunch of diagnosises and prescribed me a bunch of anti-depressants, that wouldn't help matters much and people would think I'm even weirder."}