{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"MetalTao (metaltao)'s status on Thursday, 25-Dec-14 11:26:11 UTC","author_name":"MetalTao (metaltao)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/metaltao","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/3772376","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/33277\" class=\"url\" title=\"Emily\"><span class=\"fn nickname mention\">pandabear<\/span><\/a><\/span> Sorry. I just, I don't know what to say to such a horrendous event... Scary. I just, lost my self a bit. I honestly have been plagued with inner thoughts about trying it recently to be real with you... And, I just... forgot. Thank you.. or not.. I dont know, you had to experience that and I am thanking you for that... I feel wrong..."}