{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Light (l1ghtsword)'s status on Sunday, 18-Oct-15 01:36:58 UTC","author_name":"Light (l1ghtsword)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/l1ghtsword","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/4007615","html":"Sometimes all i can feel is regret.<br \/>I regret my life choice, i look at all the time i have wasted, i worry about all the time i'm going to waste and ultimately just get burnt out emotionally and become unable to make anything better.<br \/><br \/>I do have a lot in my life i am thankful for, I just wish i did things differently and its all i can think about."}