{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Scribus (scribus)'s status on Thursday, 25-Feb-16 23:37:58 UTC","author_name":"Scribus (scribus)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/scribus","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/4092954","html":"Everything I do anymore is to make up for FrankerZ I kiwied up in the past or to try to set up a future that isn't a crotch. I could try to take a vacation, but I can't relax knowing that the money could be put to a real use (and also that I'm going to have to go back to work). I'm just being torn apart. I should plug my turbografx in, get stoned, and play me some vidya. <br \/><br \/>And then all the while I can feel that cancerous lump of anxiety in my heart telling me that the dishes need to be done and I never exercise and I haven't written in months and I'm not getting any younger damn it!"}