{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"lilytheamazingfaintingpony's status on Saturday, 20-Aug-11 13:36:56 UTC","author_name":"lilytheamazingfaintingpony","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/lilytheamazingfaintingpony","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/415366","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1736\" class=\"url\" title=\"Koen\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">koen<\/span><\/a><\/span> But I don't know how. These moments of epiphany never last. It's not enough to say that I want to quit porn, quit weed, stop wasting my money, start doing what I need to do to achieve something.l. I want those things NOW, yes. But I don't want them when I am tempted. Take the money thing. I want to save up for a state of the art computer. But if I go by a bakery, then I never think &quot;computer&quot;, I only think &quot;donuts&quot;. I don't know how to keep in mind what I really want."}