{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"muffin (muffin)'s status on Tuesday, 13-Sep-11 06:14:37 UTC","author_name":"muffin (muffin)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/muffin","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/502302","html":"Bronies, I have to turn to you because no one else can help me. I'm bipolar. I've been taking cytalopram for it for 6 months and have not taken my pills for the last 4 days. I stopped taking them because I felt like I was in a daze. No real sadness. No happiness. Not even ponies worked as well as they used to. I don't know what to do anymore. Should I go back to the pills and drift through life without any real happiness or should I keep going this way; experiencing the utmost happiness and the worst pains and heartache? Or is there something else? I really don't know what to do or who to turn to. I'm stuck."}