{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"delete_ (remove)'s status on Monday, 26-Sep-11 20:24:09 UTC","author_name":"delete_ (remove)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/remove","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/553415","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/76\" class=\"url\" title=\"Jack\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">thelastgherkin<\/span><\/a><\/span> Ups and downs. Beats depression. I think I'm finally hitting that wall where I've noticed a lot of what I was doing was &quot;work to play&quot; rather than a necessary drive of &quot;work to eat&quot; or a productive drive of &quot;work to work&quot;. I haven't quite figured out what it is I want to be working on. I don't think illustration's really taking me anywhere I want to focus on, same as music didn't. And I've just been lazy about working on my game projects when I'm not hanging around a college campus computer lab."}