{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Dylan Sorrell (ladestitute)'s status on Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 20:07:51 UTC","author_name":"Dylan Sorrell (ladestitute)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/ladestitute","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/669738","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/2127\" class=\"url\" title=\"J. Nesbella\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">jinny<\/span><\/a><\/span> I'm going to have to, but not trying to view the glass as half empty; but I can't help but cringe at the possibility that my mother may not be &quot;here&quot; anymore. I have aspergers, and I'm still having trouble adjusting to the real world. I've already lost my father, and I don't want to lose her. At least not prematurely."}