{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Crash (lightningcrash)'s status on Wednesday, 26-Oct-11 17:07:05 UTC","author_name":"Crash (lightningcrash)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/lightningcrash","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/674375","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4890\" class=\"url\" title=\"Zak Whyatt\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">nebulagaze<\/span><\/a><\/span> No, I don't mind. You may have seen me spouting off tears yesterday... I'm just recovering from shocks of events. I've been hurt, deeply; I just need to know if it's because I'm losing a friend to death, or losing something that never was, but that I had believed was real."}