{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"RDN's Lucifer (nerthos)'s status on Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:40:47 UTC","author_name":"RDN's Lucifer (nerthos)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/nerthos","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/692734","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4888\" class=\"url\" title=\"Optimus Prime\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">optimus<\/span><\/a><\/span> Do not fool yourself thinking i had a easy life. I just choose knowledge and power over emotion and happyness. It's a bit difficult to psychologically kill yourself to be able to rebuild your mind at will, but it's worth it."}