{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Crash (lightningcrash)'s status on Wednesday, 30-Nov-11 16:34:35 UTC","author_name":"Crash (lightningcrash)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/lightningcrash","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/789594","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4460\" class=\"url\" title=\"Shoryu Erise\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">shori<\/span><\/a><\/span> I know. It's just this sort of wierd complex about me. I have to be the best at what I do, to put it bluntly, but it's more complicated than that. If I do something, I'll like it until I see that it's been done better. Then I other collapse in desperation of failure, or push myself to be better; usually some combination of the two."}