{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Crash (lightningcrash)'s status on Friday, 02-Dec-11 20:32:38 UTC","author_name":"Crash (lightningcrash)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/lightningcrash","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/796954","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/1786\" class=\"url\" title=\"Sindre Flatland\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">lilytheamazingfaintingpony<\/span><\/a><\/span> Time is the only thing that's killed me. But yeah, I'm seventeen and have yet to have a first gf or first kiss. Nothing amazing has happened to me yet. I feel so sappy about the whole thing, and many times my faith wavers. It's just hard. Support from others like I get here keeps me going."}