{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Macpony55 (macpony55)'s status on Sunday, 18-Dec-11 07:23:59 UTC","author_name":"Macpony55 (macpony55)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/macpony55","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/838660","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/870\" class=\"url\" title=\"jaden stock\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">fluttershy321<\/span><\/a><\/span> I was really just acting on adrenaline, I walked outside holding a net and a bb gun hoping I would be able to use the net, I had previously walked out like this and circled the house maybe 5 times before throughout the day without success, but this time they were right there and the adrenaline kicked in and when I couldn't get them with the net I just shot. It all felt surreal, even now I can barely even grasp that I actually killed them, the gun still feels like a toy when I pick it back up, it just all feels wrong"}