{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Amber Nicole Foster (silentponytagonist)'s status on Sunday, 01-Jan-12 00:30:50 UTC","author_name":"Amber Nicole Foster (silentponytagonist)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/silentponytagonist","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/872844","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/148\" class=\"url\" title=\"Karkat Vantas\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">carcino<\/span><\/a><\/span> Even in a loving relationship for going on 2 years, I'm still skeptical about the idea of being loved by others... I more often than not just see myself as a burden."}