{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Rainbow Dash Network","provider_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/","type":"link","title":"Chris Bell (mrdragon)'s status on Friday, 10-Feb-12 19:01:21 UTC","author_name":"Chris Bell (mrdragon)","author_url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/mrdragon","url":"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/notice\/978014","html":"@<span class=\"vcard\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rainbowdash.net\/user\/4200\" class=\"url\" title=\"Joe\"><span class=\"fn nickname\">purplephish20<\/span><\/a><\/span> there are times were I can be in a great mood and be fine. But even then around that many people.. I'd find the nearest escape route and bolt. I can't start conversations with people either, I struggle, I was abused in to believing asking for anything was wrong and that I should cry and die in a hole as no cared. That's not true, but after years of it, its stuck. Even when I really want something, or need desperate help ill be quiet as a mouse and suffer. I'm thankfully growing out of that, if somepony talks to me first I can talk easily, but I cannot start one."}