1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ The white void (hakupony) http://rainbowdash.net/hakupony http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1553013 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/9384" class="url" title="Ditzy &quot;Derpy&quot; Hooves Esquire"><span class="fn nickname">comradeconventrix</span></a></span> @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/4460" class="url" title="Scribble &#x2642;"><span class="fn nickname">scribble</span></a></span> It's very nice of you you want to make me hope again but for me, hope always was pain. There was this one guy who kept his &quot;maybe&quot; for a whole year. There was the problem we had two hundred kilometers of distance but I would have solved that problem. However, I did not get a &quot;yes&quot; or a &quot;no&quot; which basically made me hope. This hope nearly destroyed me. Maybe I will lose control over myself sometime but until that happens, i would never ask anypony out. Or I could finally suceed in killing my emotions -