1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ That wierd guy next door (maverick) http://rainbowdash.net/maverick http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1558296 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/8198" class="url" title="Matt"><span class="fn nickname">woona</span></a></span> ah. That really sucks :( I hate it when it gets to that point. I too don't know what keeps me from it. One time I tried to overdose. I (did?) the feeling was like just horrible, I explained it once, from what I do remember. What kept me alive? I am still stumped to this day.