1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ That wierd guy next door (maverick) http://rainbowdash.net/maverick http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1757261 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/12086" class="url" title="Tara Starr St John"><span class="fn nickname">tara</span></a></span> thank you. I have me a great listener at the moment though. I appreciate your concern very so much. Most of all, I hope your mother gets better very soon. I too am a great listener when someone needs something. Or, i try to be. I don't like giving advice incase it backfires though. I've made an attempt at suicide by overdosing, which failed. I've had many other times when I was about to kill myself, but that was the only time I actually went through with it, so that's all I count as valid. Last two days I've been sitting on the fence of suicide, even filled a bottle with antifreeze and put it under my bed. But now I have some hope, so I'm glad for that.