1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Cerulean Lulamoon-Spark (ceruleansparkold) http://rainbowdash.net/ceruleansparkold http://rainbowdash.net/notice/1947509 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/6766" class="url" title="Toksyuryel"><span class="fn nickname">toksyuryel</span></a></span> Later in the thread he posts &quot;I don't think I will ever need to feel bad again, all I need is a episode and I'm Good...&quot; which suggests that he is in fact, referring to feelings of depression, rather than, for instance, aiming to end his life to escape some form of abuse.