1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ That wierd guy next door (maverick) http://rainbowdash.net/maverick http://rainbowdash.net/notice/2420489 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/9" class="url" title="Rarity"><span class="fn nickname">rarity</span></a></span> Honestly Nico, I have always hated myself, everything I have done and everything. When I was younger, I had a reoccurring dream almost every night that consisted of a voice yelling at me that I am stupid, a failure and that is all I will ever be. I grew to enjoy those dreams and would fake laugh and I would have a false smile all through the dream to try to dampen the effects of the dream. I rarely get the dream these days, but it was nearly every night until about 3-4 years ago