1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Cerulean Spark (ceruleanspark) http://rainbowdash.net/ceruleanspark http://rainbowdash.net/notice/2913031 #<span class="tag"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/tag/totw" rel="tag">totw</a></span> I <i>/do/</i> feel a throbbing sadness I almost cannot stand from My Little Pony, and it's not for some glib reason like &quot;The fanbase&quot;. It's almost a sense of loss, or even jealousy, a sense that I have been cheated out of something which I might otherwise have had. It comes over me whenever I hear music or see anything from the show, this sense that I was close to something and now it's gone, beyond any hope of recovery. I don't know if it's something that changed in the fandom, or the show itself, or inside of me, but I feel it acutely and it leaves me persistently melancholy. &quot;Nothing, when there should be something&quot;, to borrow a line from Cecil.