1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Solidus Sans (liquidusmira) http://rainbowdash.net/liquidusmira http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3078662 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/29830" class="url" title="Awl Derpy"><span class="fn nickname">awlderpy</span></a></span> I wish I knew. I try my best to be a good friend. I've gotten an entire group of people together to keep a friend from committing suicide. I've sat by the computer all night in case a friend had a nightmare and needed someone to talk to. I've sang a friend to sleep when he was feeling sad. But as soon as I'm sad and my irrational behaviour starts showing, I don't get the same respect back. I'm being rude. I'm an ass. People just forget the good as soon as the bad comes along. And, quite honestly, I'm sick of it. I know I'm a good person. And, even if that doesn't show all the time, I'd like people to realize that. I just... I dunno. I wish I could be the person I know I am inside.