1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Colby (dropsterdash) http://rainbowdash.net/dropsterdash http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3093307 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/27925" class="url" title="Lee"><span class="fn nickname">beatstrings</span></a></span> Well, I try not to think about fear. But my ADD has me thinking at a very fast pace at all waking hours... Eventually I run out of encouraging/happy thoughts to think. At that point I generally can't help but think of scenarios of my future. Eventually, I find one or two that are somewhere between somewhat worrying and absolutely terrifying. Then I will fret about these scenarios for the rest of the week, or even the rest of my life if they are scary enough. I really wish I could change this, but that would require fundamentally changing who I am. Even if I could, I'm not sure I would want to.