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 <title>Eris (neuraria)'s status on Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:47:09 UTC</title>
 <author_name>Eris (neuraria)</author_name>
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 <html>Let me tell you boys and girls a story. &lt;span class=&quot;spbar&quot; style=&quot;color:#000;background-color:#000;&quot;&gt;I actually did try to commit suicide once. I won't go into details about why but basically I completely broke down in a woodwork class surrounded by tools. But  I just couldn't do it. Nowadays I just feel horribly depressed and weak and just want to be wiped out by some freak act of nature. I can't cause pain to myself. I just don't want to be a part of this world, so I start pretending I'm a pony or I'm what I feel inside and pretend that I'm in a world that isn't so grapesed up on the inside.&lt;/span&gt;</html>
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