1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Michael D Garrett (cloudflare) http://rainbowdash.net/cloudflare http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3400230 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/14399" class="url" title="Michael D Garrett"><span class="fn nickname mention">cloudflare</span></a></span> hey everyone, Im having some life struggles and i just need to get some things of my chest and receive some helpful advice, I am 19 years of age and I just recently got discharged from the united states army for severe depression and suicidal tenancies. I'm now back home in Fargo North Dakota I have a well paying job as a welder making roughly 2400 a month. Now here is my problem I am still living at home my family wants me to stay and live in the basement ( classic cliche ). Two of my four siblings live here in town and just to put it simply I find my family and my life currently bringing me down into a dark place again. I dont feel self sufficient or in anyway independent Im still on my families auto insurance and cell plan for celestias sake! I find to joy in life, at times i feel my only purpose is to wake up every morning and work 10 hour days. Should i move out? or is this obvious depressive state proof that I shouldn't strike out on my own?