1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ lilytheamazingfaintingpony http://rainbowdash.net/lilytheamazingfaintingpony http://rainbowdash.net/notice/415351 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/2047" class="url"><span class="fn nickname">leonkfox</span></a></span> @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/1736" class="url" title="Koen"><span class="fn nickname">koen</span></a></span> Actually, things are not too good on my end. I'll be thirty in six nonths and three days, so I took a long hard look at myself in the mirror. I do not like what I see in myself. At all. I'm a lazy slob who still lives at home. I occasionally lose my temper at work, I can't quit watching porn, and I'm a pot addict. I...I just never go all in at something...I want to be passionate, I want to do my best, but I never do more than the bare minimum. My attempts to correct always half-hearted, my personal economy is almost dead(I keep buying junk food and candy and magazines and little things that I want there and then, I never save up for something really valuable). The worst thing is, I'm not really motivated enough to change. I have dreams, but not the drive.