1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Chris Bell (mrdragon) http://rainbowdash.net/mrdragon http://rainbowdash.net/notice/695525 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/3591" class="url" title="Colin Thrasher"><span class="fn nickname">lightningcrash</span></a></span> Yes, I know what you mean. Strangely I always got more upset when my pets died then when my family members or close family friends did. But my Grandfather topped them all. I stood strong but... after the funeral I turned in to a train wreck. It never healed fully until a short time ago as well.